You can't just decide to be in love with someone...it's not that easy. You don't just go out and pick someone and decide that you are in love with them and they love you back the same. It just don't work that way. How can anyone tell me that I can love if I wanted too ?? That's bullshit in it's purest form. Just because you want to love doesn't mean that you can or even will. This feeling, "love", is not that easily obtained. I have said it many times before,
You can't help who you love nor who you don't.